The change in a season can seem to happen slowly or very rapidly.
I feel as though I have changed completely inside and out, but at the same time fixated on moments where I haven't moved at all.
But that's probably a figment of my imagination, a structure made in my brain.
I have had a roller coaster of a month, I am still recovering from April, and it's the middle of May.... I need some time to sleep and rest.
Not really sure what rest looks like for me anymore; I don't think there is ever going to be a time where life isn't challenging. But through him we have rest? Right?
I have absolutely dreaded this season of change but at the same time it's been the best for me, I want to say that I won't change anything because everything is good, right here, right now.
Bigger the picture, the better it is.
